It feels like, while trying to grow into myself and come to terms with the mistakes I have mad and the stupid things i have done, especially when it comes to relationships, lies are incessantly thrown into my face. Repeatedly, even when not seeking it, we view people who have found ‘something’ although it is not real, with another person, and that makes them so happy etc. etc. Or we see women who are insanely beautiful make asses of themselves and still have people wanting to date them on shows like Miss Advised. Its funny, people act like you should get married but don’t tell you about what happens between being single and married, and the horrible experience that dating can be.